so so so this is well this has been a day of idays, a day of ideas. after the ideas i went somewhere i didn't want to go and found a long-lost friend. nothing beats that. i didn't recognize her because she was not wearing the red dress i knew her in. she has the strangest body for a dress to fall around, so i couldn't forget. But by a very big luck i asked about her and there was somebody there to tell me her name, and i hadn't forgotten her name either, as i had forgotten her face and her eyes and her big hands. so i told her my name and she hadn't forgotten about me either.
now i'm happy i have gone where i didn't want to go.